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Days in the Life
Part Four
We stayed in the yard
talking for over an hour, just chatting on about some of the other
less-significant events of our lives. I don't think
I'd ever had such a wonderful time catching up with someone after years had
gone by. He was still the same old Paul, the sweet and patient listener who
could still come up with the off-the-wall comment every once
in a while when things became too intense. Even being apart for all
those years, we’d been through so many of the same
things that somehow we never really were alone during those rough times.
We could have easily
talked on for days without stopping to catch a breath, but, unfortunately, ten
o'clock arrived all too quickly. Pam and I had to leave right away and go back
to the hotel so I could pick up my suitcases, then race to the airport for our
flight home.
James and Pam had their
tearful good-bye alone in the living room of the house while Paul walked me
outside to the car. "Well, what do you think the two of them will
do?" I asked, buttoning my coat up.
"I can't say,"
Paul replied as we stopped in front of the garage. "Our relationship
obviously didn't survive the barrier of an ocean and a few thousand miles of
land."
"Yeah, but they're
lucky. Pam can get on her computer and talk to him instantly. We never had that
luxury."
"Very true,"
he laughed. "I would hate to see the phone bill for hours of long-distance
calls to the States."
"Well, Mr. Smarty,
I have seen a phone bill with two-hundred dollars worth of international
calls, and it wasn’t a pretty sight…and that was 1965 currency!" I
laughed. "My mother almost hit the ceiling when she opened the bill in
February, but then she remembered that we were going to be reimbursed for all
expenses.
"But these kids
have it better. If one of them wanted to move to the other side of the Atlantic
so they could be together, it's much easier for them to do that now than it
would have been for us."
"Oh, yes. Pam
doesn't have a tendency to carry as much emotional baggage as I did when I was
her age," I replied. "That's one thing that scared the hell out of me
as I got closer to graduation, the fact that I'd have to leave my parents and
my baby sister."
"Laurie?"
"Hmm?"
"If you had it to
do all over again…you know, if we were both back in Pine Lake right now and I'd
just asked you…what would you do?"
"The
truth?"
"Yeah."
"Well, to be
honest…I'd probably give you the same answer," I said. "Only this
time, I'd have all these years of living behind me and I'd have seen that my
life would turn out happily even if I didn't marry the last bachelor
Beatle."
Paul laughed. "I
came to terms with that about a month after I left you. The others and I got really busy with Sgt. Pepper after a while, and,
bang! Suddenly life had meaning again."
"Yeah, it did work
out nicely, didn't it?" I grinned. "And now, especially, I'd rather
give my baby girl a chance at having such happiness rather than try and
recapture something that was just never meant to last."
"Absolutely,"
he said, nodding.
James and Pam emerged
from the house just then. James was going to drive us back to the hotel, and we
were going to take a taxi to the airport, so he and Pam got into the car first.
Paul and I looked at
each other. I was so happy that I could have burst at that point!
"Now, you have my
phone number and my email address," he said as we embraced when the kids weren't watching. "You get in touch with me once
in a while, you hear me, luv?"
"You too," I
said, tapping his nose with my finger. "I'm not about to spend another
thirty-three years with no contact from you."
"Of course
not!" he grinned.
The Mercedes pulled
backwards out of the garage just then, and Pam reached across the front seat to
beep the horn. "Mom, we're never going to make it home," she said
impatiently. "I know you love Paul and all, but we've got to
go."
Thank God
I had my back to her, because I had to struggle so hard to keep from bursting
into laughter over the irony of her statement! Paul bit his lip to keep from
laughing as well.
"Well, then, Miss
Donaldson," Paul said, "this is goodbye,
then."
"No, it's not…it's
'talk to you later,' Sir Paul," I corrected, nodding. "And don't call
me 'Miss Donaldson,' you cheeky Scouser. I told you
that the cute flirty routine doesn’t work on me anymore."
"Well, pardon me,
Miss Silver Spoon," he kidded, lightly punching my arm. "Little Miss
Lap of Luxury in that big house in Pine Lake…you're always
going to be Laurie Donaldson to me…oh, be sure to say hello to your mum for
me."
"I will," I
said, backing slowly towards the car as I returned to reality and not some
bizarre parallel 1965 dimension. "And you take care of yourself, will
you?"
"Naturally…you do
the same," he said with a smile. "See you later, then."
"Yes…see you
later," I said, quickly getting into the car and closing the door.
James put the car into
gear and we drove through the open gateway onto Cavendish Avenue. I looked
through the back window and waved to Paul, who did the same in return before
the gates closed and swallowed up my view of him.
Pam unfastened her seat belt once the orange warning sign at the front of the
plane shut off. We were far above the English landscape now, on our way home.
"O-kay,"
she murmured, her eyes sleepily half-closed. "I’m
knackered… time for some sleep."
"You never sleep on planes,
Pam," I commented quietly as I clicked away silently on my laptop
computer. Just about all our fellow passengers in the 757 were snoozing
peacefully. "What makes you think--"
"Mom, I'm so exhausted I could
sleep on a bed of needles in the middle of a tornado right now and be perfectly
at ease," she whispered, adjusting her small airline pillow and reclining
her seat back a little. "Mom?"
"Hmm?"
"Did you have a nice time with
Paul?" she said, opening her eyes fully for a moment. "I know you
always liked him a lot…The two of you seemed to get along really well."
"Yes, we did," I said as
she closed her eyes again. "We certainly did."
"You know, it's too bad he's
going out with Meather Hills…er,
Heather Mills," she remarked. "James and I were laughing that the two
of you could've made a really cute couple."
She turned away from me, already
halfway to dreamland. I smiled, ceasing my typing for a moment. "Yeah, but
wouldn't that be weird? Your mother going out with your
boyfriend's dad?"
"Hey, it's a free
country," she murmured. "It'd be fun…we could have had a double
wedding."
I snickered. "Goodnight,
Miss Carlisle," I said firmly, sitting back in my seat and staring at the
glowing computer monitor.
"’Night,
Mom."
If she had stayed awake, I would
have certainly told her the entire long saga of Paul and the Beatles visiting
me when I was even younger than her and kept her up
for the entire flight…but she needed some sleep. I toyed with the enter key on
the computer keyboard for a moment, collecting my thoughts.
I would tell her…not at that
moment, and not in a long, drawn-out speech, but instead, I would write it all
down, starting from the beginning. I watched the cursor on the screen blink on
and off for a moment, then began to type.
I left that
seat on the overcrowded plane and floated back through time…and I was walking
through the ankle-deep fluffy white in River Forest in my school clothes,
carrying all my homework, anxious to get back to the cozy house that I loved so
much and didn't even realize it yet…during that time when the world seemed so
big and open and full of possibilities…the time when my life would change for
the better by the Beatles…
After a
long, snowy morning ride home on the train bound for Pine Lake, I had quite a
surprise waiting for me at the house on Cold Creek Street...four visitors that
would change my life forever...
The
End
Well, everyone, that's
it! You've FINALLY made it to the ending of the Laurie
Donaldson saga.
I would like to say a very big THANK YOU!!! to everyone who stayed with me
over the two years that it took to compose "Days in the Life". It's because of you, the audience, that I kept going with
the story, even at times when I felt like I wanted to throw the keyboard out
the window. I've received countless emails with
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messages really meant a lot! I'm so glad you enjoyed
the stories, and I hope you'll tell everyone else to come and read them, too.
Once again, thank you so much for
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Copyright © Tina M. Kukla, 2000. This work may not be reproduced without permission from the author.